how can i forget my First True Love?

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i had this guy bestfriend, we were friends since 2nd year high. we shared a lot of things together. not knowing, we fell in love with each other. we continued our friendship until it almost came to the next level. we were committed to each other but there was no official "US". we had our downs too but we manage to keep our friendship alive. until we reached college and he had to transfer to a new school. though we still live in the same city, i don't get to see him more often. he began calling me almost everyday and every night. i was puzzled because he made extra effort in communicating with me. until one fine day he actually asked me if i could talk to her new girl and tell her that there was nothing going on between us. then i found out that he had been courting her already. i was so crushed and i cried all night. how could he do this to me? i was depressed but i hid all the pain. our friends see me in school doing okay so they thought i had already moved on. we again became friends as if nothing had happened and everything went back to normal. now he moved to another city to finish college. i don't get to see him anymore but i could hear latest news about him through our friends and im still hope that one day he'll come back to me. i know it's not right anymore because obviously he's now very much happy with her new girl. but i couldn't help it. how can i possibly forget my first true love? the man i ever loved this much all my life. i had been struggling so much and i really don't know what to do that no matter how hard i try not to think anythin about him, in my dreams his memory still haunt me.