I feel like I am going to go Crazy

United States
October 6, 2006 12:04pm CST
I am having lots of financial problems, it seems like instead of getting ahead I am always falling behind, I am tired of struggling and I am afraid sometimes of not having enough to feed my kids, I have no one to talk to so I keep this inside and half of the time I can't sleep, I feel all alone in this world and I don't know what to do. I want to start going to church but can't find myself walking in I don't know anything about the bible and I am afraid people will judge me.
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11 responses
7 Oct 06
Churches are generally welcoming places, if you’re afraid of stepping inside visit your Church on a Sunday, watch the people go in, strike up a conversation with through and enter with them. Try finding a organisation around you that will help you financially/work wise. Good luck.
7 Oct 06
through=few, I think *
• United States
6 Oct 06
I know about the finacial problems and feeding kids, we have had some very hard times and it seems like getting ahead is an impossible task. I dont think anyone will judge you if you go to church, dont let not knowing anything about the bible stop you. evreyone needs someone to talk to, and if you get out and meet new people maybe you can find someone to confide in and you will probably find many that are in your same situation.
7 Oct 06
I agree, good response sassy.
@rainbow (6761)
7 Oct 06
welcome to being a mum, it's awful isn't it? I used to work a chatline most of the night just to pay the bills when I was a single mum and it was the worst feeling ever. I felt as you do now SO ALONE. If you need to go to church then by all means go, no-ones going to test your knowledge before they let you in. Church people are always happy to see a new face and you may make a valuable new friend. Have you looked into any local support groups or kids clubs that could give you a break? Even if you have the little ones with you it's better than being home alone and scared or hurting. You can e-mail me anytime if you feel upset or lonely, I will not judge you as I know how hard it can be, especially on depression medication. Take care, I really hope you are ok.
@sedel1027 (17846)
• Cupertino, California
7 Oct 06
I suggest talking to people about the different churches they attented. There may be a night where you can go and meet other memebers of the church. People at church will not judge yuou, they will welcome you as a new member. Have you thought about applying for food stamps or other assistance to help you feed your kids? If you have debt, you may want to consolidate to help reduce your monthly payments.
@LBS1178 (317)
• United States
7 Oct 06
I dont think you should be afraid of going to church. No one will know if you are religious or not by you walking in. It may feel very relieving to you to talk to someone there. Also, you should definately talk to social services in your area. You need to be able to feed your children, and they should be able to help. Are you working? If not, I would highly reccomend you get a job.
@terriann (4450)
• United States
7 Oct 06
I have the same kind of problems, my husband got hurt on the job, and can't work, I started selling candles and jerky, and now our van has broke down, my husband and his brothe-in-law both liked to have got killed when they went to try to pick up our van. His brother-in-laws truck caught a fire,they barely got out in time, that's why i'm glad I live for God , he is my strenth, my refuge , my rock, my prince of peace, no matter what i go through I know my God is going to be there.I know things is going to get better,God has a plan for my life, I don't know what, but he knows.you are not alone, God loves you and so do I through our Lord and Savoir, and don't worry about what people might think of you. you go to church for one reason and that is for Jesus.
@unnigec (246)
• India
6 Oct 06
Try to calm down and free your mind of all problems. Now think about addressing one problem at a time. That will bring clarity to the thought process. I think this is a good way out of your problems.
@franhrnt (185)
• United States
6 Oct 06
being a disabled single mom of two I know exactly how you feel and I've had days when my kids had to go to friends homes to eat because we didn't have anything go to your local dept of human services and any charity that is in your area hopefully you'll have better luck then I did
@Smclin1 (324)
• United States
6 Oct 06
There are a lot of people in the church that's been there for years and they still don't know the bible, so don't let that stop you. I do pray that you will get help and find peace. Ever feel like talking email me.
• Malaysia
6 Oct 06
are you working, do you have a job? talk to someone about your situation - is there a bible believing, bible preaching church near where you live? Look for the pastor and tell him your problems. I am sure he can provide some useful guidance. Don't worry about not knowing anything about the bible or that people will judge you. Think of your family and their needs. I am sure your love for them will help you overcome your fear of being judged. But whatever you do, seek out what is good and right and don't be tempted to do anything that you will regret later.
• Malaysia
7 Oct 06
Hello mpinero, have not heard from you for awhile. Please write to tell us how you are. I believe many of us are praying for you.