Biggest problem u have ever faced

Marrying a man who said "I will never be happy without children, this is the most important goal in my whole life!" and having 3 miscarriages and one stillbirth within the first 2 years of marriage. We have both decided that we cannot do this anymore. Adoption is not a good option for us for various reasons which I won't get into at this time, but we are facing looking at being involuntarily childless and I feel like a very bad wife.

problems are always there in our life and till now i never faced any big problems

i don't remember the biggest but the biggest problem here for me how to post a reply which gets mark as best response