Can't help thinking like there is a third party
By myl0taldwin
@myl0taldwin (416)
Philippines
January 22, 2007 2:01am CST
I happened to have two or three girlfriends at the same time and during that time, I'm not yet ready for a serious relationship. I manage to schedule all our dates so that none of them will get suspicious.. But I'm tired of it game and I want settled myself, and there I found her which i oath to be honest and loyal to her (as in "no more lies"). But my shadow chases me, I don't know what comes to my mind and I asked myself "What if I'm not the only boyfriend she have?" or "What if karma came to me and she thought me how does it felt like being cheated?". Now I know the meaning of FEAR. The guiltiness I have, the secrets I kept from her regarding my past and the pain I don't want to experience. How will I tell her all about me if I'm afraid that she might leave me when she knows I was once a womanizer or should I keep it a secret?
3 responses
@pink_passion (279)
• Philippines
24 Jan 07
hi! thanks for the add...i think it's better to be honest with your girl. it's not so uncommon these days and i bet she will accept that. the fact that you told her the truth means she is important to you. just be ready for her immediate violent reactions but it's normal you have to face it coz you hurt her but after that i know she will forgive you
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@myl0taldwin (416)
• Philippines
28 Jan 07
It's easy for you to say.. when you somehow experience this feeling, i bet you go nuts... LOL!
Keep posting dude.
@abi1005 (194)
• Philippines
22 Jan 07
hi there...i still believe with the saying that honesty is the best polciy..and i do believe in karma..i was once in your situation. i had two boyfriends at the same time...in my case, i thought i love them both. so it was really hard for me to choose and let go of the other. until one day, the first guy find out about my infidelity and he really got mad at me..he ended the relationship. i thought i was meant for the second guy..not until i discovered that he also has another girlfriend other than me. that was the greatest heartache of my life.
be fair to your girlfriends. give them what they deserve. it is only normal to have fears like yours. but you see, the more honest you'll be, the lesser complications it will have.
if the girl really loves you..he'll always give you a second chance..
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