this time i mean the word SORRY and FORGIVE ME.

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its so easy to say sorry but sometimes we don't mean it.i hurt the people i cared and loved for and i hurt myself even more for not being real,for being so weak inside and for being nice.im in 30ish now and wanting more of life that can offer.i had dreams and i want to do something but i dont have the courage to do so,and now im facing life and death.the more they diagnose every part of my body,from MRI to biopsy's give me goose bumps,im so afraid!tears are flowing in my eyes,i want to live and i want my life back to normal.im sorry to all the people i blamed,i hurt,i caused pain,i gave falsely hope,the people i said something harsh the person i fooled and the people i ignored.pls forgive me..im so sorry i have my pride thats all i have.now im asking you to pray and forgive me.fighting this battle will be easier for me if theres no guilt and burden so that i have peace in myself.thank you for being a part of my life,no matter how short or long that relationship as a daughter,a sister, a family member, as a friend, close friend and bestfriend,as a mother,a lover and a wife,in my own way i know im a good person,and thanks for sharing everything,pray for me and forgive me,it helps a lot!