feeling of uncertainty

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i always get this feeling whenever february 25 comes! february 25 is so memorable to me but i dont actually know if its a good or a bad one. this is the day were i become so uncertain with my feelings for this one person. just a little bakcground. back then i have this guy friend and he seems to like me but i usually ignore his romantic words and courting because i like it just the way we are "friends". He is the type of guy that everyone would like to have as a friend.. honest, dependable, intelligetn enough to talk to with serious matters, kind and the most of all lots of humor. whenever he start showing his affections to me i always tell him to stop and find someone else. then february 25 comes, he suddenly told me "dont worry i wont bother you again this will be the last day". the minute i heard that i dont know but i become unsure of what i really feel about him. even more that is the last time i saw him. its been two years but everytime feb 25 comes that feeling always comes back. do you sometimes find yourself in this kind of situation? feeling so uncertain though everything makes sense?