Challange to start for business

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My sister in law'w husband, died in accident 3 years ago, while she is having 3 years old and 1.5 years old kids, both are boys. For me, those 2 boys are my responsibilities, coz there're no one else. Myself, now I have 1 daughter and my 2nd kid is coming this march. I have to work very hard to get more $ to grow them. 2 years ago, me and my friend start for business, but we lost all the $ we have. it was very very very hard time. the business not even last for a year, because of lack of knowledge, attention and even wheather. the pain and fear still haunted me... all the time. now i'm thinking to set for another business, just a small business, like food store or small restaurant. but I'm too afraid.. what if...? what if...? too many what if in my head, while I have to keep going coz these kids keep growing and I have a plan for their future. anybody have experience like I have? how did you overcome such of feeling? please share with me, thanks.