your sanctuary is the place where you can be you

you have a great talent. keep it up! as for me, whenever i feel burdened and in despair, i go to my room, think and if i can, i give myself a break from the world and take a long nap. then, i go to the internet and blog. i blog about everything and anything about how i feel that very day. atleast, after blogging, i feel better. atleast i have told the world about how i felt that day.

My sanctuary is, happily, very close to home--it's my back yard. Our house is just a little block home with siding, but I'll never sell this place and leave it. The land is absolutely gorgeous. When the weather is nice, you can most likely find me tromping around in the back fields or traipsing down the ATV path through the woods. I dabble in songwriting, and sometimes a song is inspired by one of my "walkabouts" or even by just spending a little daydream time by the window overlooking my sanctuary.

i think u mean the calmest place.the place where i forgot My worries is my lord ganesha temple.........

My 'inner sanctuary' is a 'place' I spend with God. As uncool as sound, I've never been one to talk about God this way. In fact, I spent many years rebelling against Him! In this 'inner sanctuary', I wonder in my head, or I wonder out loud, at least loud enough for me to hear myself, without being a nuisance in public (no, not exactly like those who utter meaningless speech in public!). I also process my thoughts, almost like re-winding or even fast forward if it sounds familiar! I write poetry, jokes, puns, short stories, one-liners, etc. But that is just the creative spirit that comes from being 'real' with God. I get in touch with my feelings, all of them, including the unacceptable ones that society shun (like anger, embarassment, fear, anxiety, ...). I tell to God as it comes to me. I hide nothing from God. I even tell Him I can't stand some of those Christians who think they know everything or pray long prayers in front of important people! Then, I examine myself to see if I've done the same. Usually when I do that, I find I get my own answers in due time. I still talk to God about my anger, I believe if I can talk to Him about such a sensitive feeling to the point that I will become emotionally stable! The 'real' me is feeling, thought, and spiritual underneath all of that. I'm like an onion, with many layers yet to be discovered even as I discover a little of myself each day.