Mocking bird filled my eyes......God spare me some more time to love.

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MEN DO CRY Right now i am sitting in my office listening to Emimem's Mockingbird...beautiful song with great lyrics. I am listening to this song of him for the first time ( i think that its for the 20th time continuously). I feel the pain in the song and it forces me to think of old times n it hurts quite a lot. I was a very good son loved by all n enjoyed my life till i became an adult, i loved my mom n dad n my little brothers always used to think how i am gonna stay a day without them,my grand moms,my relatives all meant a lot to me.... then i grew up one day i got a joined Navy n i had to leave my home n move out, the initial days i used to cry a lot n felt like my life falling apart, n someone told that u need to be practical in life, n i tried n slowly i learned how life is lived today, n i was doing good n better n better... Then i met the girl of my life n i loved her more than myself n ,more than anything else,when ever we had a fight i cried the whole night till we patched up...n i decided i wanna life my life with her, n no one cud accept our relationship.... still we lived n learned the actual way of life, there have been times when we didn't have anything to cook or eat,we didn't give hope,some good friends helped n some good friends ditched, slowly we started to build up, Had our first son who is 2 yrs now, n the second son 6 months old, i love them n love them a damn lot, n i love my wife n ours is a sweet small family... I work as a manager now n earn a handsome income,but i return i have to work in nights n when i reach home i sleep n hardly have time to spend with my family. My mom n dad in another city n brothers in their own worlds...... I AM SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE OR AM I?,what have i earned in life after learning how to live in todays world all those things which i cherished the most are within my reach, n when i extend my hands to reach it i can't, n i realize it is just a mirage.... One day my sons will be grown up n they will be in their own worlds i will be left with memories n memories... In a corner I'll sit alone n wipe my tears all alone.... I pray to God Spare me some time to love as now i have all i love but no time to love,so that i can have more sweet memories when i sit alone...................... Hey did i bore u guys...Sorry got to go n wash my face coz people think that MEN DON'T CRY.