what are you feeling...?

Why my fiance is not online. i m missing him so much, I hope he is fine, I cam home late.. I though he ll b worried abt me and call me to ask if I was ok.. but instead he is not even online. I wish everything is fine wid me. I wish he comes rite no w. and I realy feel like being wid him. why cant he just com. Last nite i left beuase he didnt understand me ... Why is she not trying to understand me.. All I wana tell him that jut care for me.. a lil.. nooo more.. I love him loads. I really duno wat should I do.. I feel like calling u.. but i cant.. Cuz i m ... i dumo.. just.. i m not gona call u.. :s i mean hin.. just com by ur self.. and now!!! dats it.. final.. I DUN CARE.. I WAnt to c u here.

As of now i'm really thingking of the best way to ease my boredom. I'm thingking of what is the most productive thing to do at this present hour. And i'm really annoyed why my long distance call has been cut a few minutes ago while I was talking to my auntie.hehehe

At this moment I am thinking about how it's probably time for me to take a shower today. Pretty random, but actually it's what i'm going to go do right now.