what can i do?

you mean you are having a bad time......Boy what do you mean that you stay alone...you neither with your mom or dad...feel sorry for you......do u stay and sleep on the street...hhmmmm kidding ,,,..your parents love you a lot its just that they are having some hard times with their life ......just don't take tension too much on those things as you are very young but you can speak with your mom and dad and let them know how you feel at the moment......ok you will be ok .....myLotiens are here to help you out .....we care for everybody here ....be brave as a boy