affairs of the heart

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well here goes...i have a boyfriend,and we will be celebrating our 6th anniversary this february 18.but sad to say,i have not been that loyal to him,i don't know if he too was unfaithful in the course of our relationship.i have a very close guy friend,we've been friends for 3 yrs already,and months ago,specifically last october,i think,we've grown too close.to make a long story short,something happened between us,and i was ready to break up with my boyfriend for him at that time.but i don't know what happened,we just grew apart!he is inlove with a friend of mine,and while we were having our affair,he tried courting her,but she refused him.he thought i didn't know of this,but i told him i knew,that's when i noticed our relationship fading fast.i just don't understand what happened.now,we don't even talk to each other anymore!he doesn't look me in the eye when we talk,and if we talk,it's usually just in a casual manner.help!!!!i feel jealous sometimes when he's talking,or is with other girls!!grrrrr..but i love my boyfriend now,much more than before,i just want things to be clarified between me and my friend.i need your help!thanks!