I feel lonely

yea it is big problem. But i can suggest u to go meet ur frineds and have a goal and work towards that this may help u to avoid loneliness

This is a very sad situation and I am sorry you are going through it. Do you have someone you could talk to, a guidance counsellor at the school, a grandparent, or a friend you can confide in? You are never alone, although I am sure it must feel like that. There is someone out there that can help you and I hope you find that someone soon. It sounds as though your mom needs some professional help and hopefully soon she will realize what she is missing out on and get the help she needs.