should i get back to her?

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i had a friend which i lost ties around 2 years ago. she used to call me almost 5 times a day and we had a lot of stuffs common. she used to understand me like no one else. we always used to have a great time. we couldnt think a single moment without eachother. everyone sayd we are like twins. we used to fight each and everyday but she used to love me like crazy and i still love her like crazy tooo from our early times. though we were best frnds. never thought to be her boy friend. i mean i wasnt thinking like that. she used to say everything about her and i told my secrets too....everything was cool until we havent had any contact for a week. i screwd up with my exams and, i was too busy and couldnt give her a call. i didnt know she's got a date coz we didnt have any conversation for a week as she didnt call me up too. she knew i was having exam and might not manage to call her up. but i didnt think she would stop calling me. so i was wondering what was up. when i was done with my exam i called her up and asked why she didnt call me up. we had a normal conversation and everything was fine but i felt like she was hiding something from me and i was wondering what was that! a few days later i felt like she is having a date and asked her if my guess was right, she kept silent for few moments and said she was dating with a guy from last week while i was busy with my exam. i didnt have any problem with her boy friend and it was good for her as she used to feel sad about having no bf. but i got pissd of as she didnt tell me and asked, why didnt u tell me? she kept silent again and said, i though you wont appreciate. i was wondering why wouldnt i! and told her i had no problem but indeed she pissed me off keeping it a secret. then i started to call her like i did it be4. but she started to call me less everyday. after a month she started to call me once in a week and it was weired, i mean i wasnt happy with that. i shouted on her and said if she can call me everyday i will be with her or i will not be there anymore, all of a sudden she said i wont stop u if u want to break the friendship and i was wondering what was up! i said okay im done with this boolshit and i dont want u to call me never in my life and i wont call u up. i thought she will call me up coz we did this before and she used to call me up everytime i stopped talking to her. i have been waiting for her call. i know i being a jerk i didnt call her from that time but she could call me. now 2 years has gone by, she didnt call me for once and i still love her like crazy, still miss her everyday and whenever my phone rings i hear her voice like she's for real. i dont wanna call her up but i miss her a lot. we have lots of picture togather and few days back i found one in my desk, she was hugging me and kissing me in my check and i was smiling like a dumb! we took that picture after we had a fight. that was a sweet mamory. until now i miss her like crazy and sometimes feel like i should call her up at least for once for god shake just to say 'hi'. what should i do? do you think getting back to her is the best idea? its really bugging me.