i was diagnosed with endocervical cancer 2 years ago

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two years ago i had a total hysterectomy operation with the removal of my uterus and ovaries because of multiple myoma. had to spend 2 weeks at the hospital and after another two weeks started to undergo radiation treatment for another month and then have to go back to work after tree months of leave from work. since then i had to visit my ob-gyne every six months for two years, last december was suppose to be the last semi-annual visit to my doctor but until now i havent been to her clinic because of fear.... the last ultrasound i had shows that there was a liquid mass at my left pelvic, and my fear is going back to the same treatment. i have been into a lot of stress lately the last half of 2006 and im afraid the doctors will see something again. how do i get off this fear im feeling right now