How is Your Subconscious Life~?

ya know.. I do have insomnia..but i chase it away with medication these days..I cant sleep without them..i just lay there..looking at the walls..thinking abotu the day..and what i need to do tomorrow..its nonstop really...And usually I have these horrific nightmares..really scary and weird i might add..and i wake up..then go back to sleep..and i go right back where the last dream left off..isnt that weird? And ys know whats weirder? I love them! I love to dream..I like the fantasy world..and even though they are scary as hell..i like it because maybe idont have that much excitement in my life maybe? i dunno..lol..but if i could..i would sleep my life away..but lately i havent drempt at all..and quite honeslty..i have been quite upset..lol..and one more hting i have had many dreams..noo not the scary ones lol..come true..but its not right away..it takes years..but i remember when its happening..