I feel like that guy on the 1800 Bahamas commercial...

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unemotional. If you haven't seen it before: there are a group of people staging a bahama-vention (bahamas intervention) for a guy. They show him getting a promotion and he has a blank expression on his face, then they show him winning the lottery with the same emotionless expression. Thats exactly how I feel when I'm around people... I clam up. By myself I'm loud and expressive when something happens but around people I say things under my breath and inaudible to others. Sometimes I feel like just screaming but there's something holding me back.