This is me being self-centered
By deesdomain
@deesdomain (64)
Philippines
February 12, 2007 11:53pm CST
I am now in a state where my mind is closed from all reasons and justification, everything, as in EVERYTHING in my state now, should only be right when I say so. This is me being self-centered. I don't care if he can't pick up a phone and call me to cancel our plans. Come on! It won't be that hard! Picking up a phone, dialing a number and saying, "I'm sorry to keep you waiting but I can't make it. I have work..blahblahblah." Why can't he do that? I'd be feeling so much better right now. I don't want it to be like this. I feel like an idiot waiting here in this cold internet laboratory for a phone call that should have happened an hour ago. He knows that I don't like to be kept waiting, so why do this? Why make me suffer? If things don't go as planned today, I'll surely be in a bad mood all day.
No ones got to reply... again, this is just me, being self-centered, thinking why my boyfriend can't call and tell me to go home instead of sitting here waiting for a phone that won't ring. Argh!
Boys...
2 responses
@raveena (1353)
• India
13 Feb 07
I fully understand your feelings and know how it feels to wait the someone but I do not understand as to why you did not call him and find out. There are times when you are so stuck in your work that you forget everything so I feel you could have called and found out that way you would have not had to wait for 1 hour.
I usually call before I leave my house so that I know if he is going to be on time that way I do not need to wait somewhere else and better be at home and leave when he is ready.
@deesdomain (64)
• Philippines
13 Feb 07
Thank you for your concern raveena. The reason that I did not called him first is because I wanted to let him do what he promised. I usually give extensions, so I waited for another hour. After I posted my discussion, I called him and I told him that I am hurt because he did not call. He ask for an apology and told me that our plans would still push through.
@aleks_saricx (410)
• United States
13 Feb 07
I'm in a bad mood. yesterday my father bought me my first abercrombie shirt. it was more expensive than my birthday present. it was more than my christmas present. and now i lost it. he's gonna be sooo mad. and that was my best shirt. why did somebody have to steal it from me. my dad felt so bad for me so he got me the shirt. i knew that the other kids had money but i wanted to be like them. so my dad got me a shirt, and somebody stole it {:(
@deesdomain (64)
• Philippines
13 Feb 07
Sorry for your lost dude.. just tell your dad you're sorry. Actually, it kind of make me a bit happy to know that I am not the only one who's pissed off. Sorry.
