You think I can Survive?

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Hi all, Don't know this is a fair topic but I think it's better to share my experience with all the community.I'm a Sri Lankan and came to Australia in 2006 for better job prospectus but still I'm doing a very low level job in Sydney in a very small company having only 3 employees.It was fulltime role earlier and it's come to part time now because of the downturn of the business. My experience is 6 years in systems engineering in Sri lanka but it's very hard to find a new job here since it's not locally counted.I'm not financially stable now to do another course or anything but if I go in this way I think I'm gonna drown to the deep and loose my all inspirations. I'm sort of depressed now and also I have planned my wedding also in this year so I definetely need a job because there are so many expenses to come. I always think that all happens for good and when I turned down from an interview,that's what I always remind.I haven't lost my patience yet and I'm pretty sure If I loose the grip that's my end.I need to be mentally stable to do anything,at the moment i'm doing well. I have some bad experiences in my life about my mum and my x girlfriends,so when I'm in this situation,it gives me more stress.Typically I'm a very good fun lover and entertainer but I'm totally stuck because of this situation.I'm a good friend to others and I've helped a lot in my life to get out of some crucial situations.But in my own problem,I'm still in the pit. I don't wanna step out from my current industry and do a cleaning job as I believe it totally let me down mentally. At the moment I have not told my situation to anyone in my family so I feel soo disapointed when they ask me about my job and makes me so stressed.I had some indication of depressions earlier but I managed to get out of that situation by playing my guitar and doing some extra stuff. I think you also may have experiences similar to me and I like to share my story and hope someone will help me to getout from this situation and revert my situation back to normal. Cheers.