Am I dreaming of my death?

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I had that dream again. I've been having this dream since I was 4 and it would pop up once in awhile. It's that dream where I see myself standing at the top of the stairs and then I see myself slowly fall from the top. I see myself falling so slowly that it seems like i'm floating over the stairs. Yet the dream always ends before I actually make contact with the gound or stairs. Am I going to commit suicide? I have felt suicidal in the past and I know it's wrong now and I have too much to loose and too many people that I love. Will I fall by accident? I did not see myself trip or anything. Will someone push me? It seems like an invisible force did bring me to fall or maybe because I can not bring myself to beleive that it was suicide that I saw myself commit. Another thing, it's never on the same stairs. Some are familiar steps in school, my prvious homes, and some that I never saw before. Why do I have these dreams? Any guesses will be accepted. I appreciate any help. These dreams interest and intrigue me so.