I am tired of the life like this ! I wanna a new start and new change!

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I am so sick of the life like I am!! just don't know where to go and what to do! seems that I always puzzled and puzzled ,and always finding what's the way I choose,which way I love, but ,there always no answers,no answers at all! I think of how to do how to go many many time,but still I am, I am not know what I am doing now! past one and half year,I live just like numb body, I am do not see much good movie,do not heard much great music,do not watch much great match,and even don't read much good books, I thought the life in university must be free and do what I wanna do, but I found I was so tired and lose passion, I just sleep and don't do anything make sense. I hate this life,I am tired of this life!I don't wanna this life again,it should be more interesting and it should be more sweet in life that worth to live in! it's new year just now, I really wanna a new start, I hate myself I said "I am gonna new start "again and again,but finally nothing changed,time passed by and it's all still! please do the thing u love the most and make ur life nice and sweet! I hate life like this! that I am really wanna a new start! I wanna a wonderful life and beautiful sunshine and a fulfill life but emptiness,hollow,gloomy and so on... new start new start!