give a damn

maybe i usually give them damn in my heart,not my language, so I hope I am able to open my heart and am not angry for these small things.

i actually kinda grown used to it. girls used to or do hurt me a lot when i was young and now that im old (consider them ladies now). im the most hateful guy around because of my operation at a younger age. i think if the same ladies who hurt me want to try and be nice to me now, i would let them and pretend that nothing like this happened.... that is if they would be nice.