Love Suicide..

Yes, after i had a break of with my BF which was 10 years ago i felt that my life has stopped and i used to cry for whole day and night, my mom who was not aware of my reason for being so upset and for crying so much.. even if she used to try to make my sober i used to end up crying more.. it was like as if my life came to a stand still and i was trying to stop time liek sand in my hand, even when i was aware that the moment i will open my hand it will be empty and nothing will be left... i wanted to end mylife but my friends helped to come out of that phase that i was going through. Today i am happy that i did not do anything wrong with my life.. as i am happy with my professional life, with the man in my life and i have a supportive family who makes sure that at any point in my life if i need them they are there... To decide to take away your life is easy, however to preserve and to decide to come out of the bad phase of your life takes efforts.. so i belive after learning it the hard way that one should not loose hope in life.. Keep smiling.. God Bless everyone !!!