I hate my life! I think about suicide a lot!

Philippines
February 23, 2007 4:12am CST
I have a horrible parents and none of them ever like me or care for me. They always mind their own business lives and are always busywhenever i need to be with them. Maybe im lucky to be living in a very big house with all housemaids everywhere and ready to serve me, but do they really care? They are just doing their jobs. i have friends, yes! Lots of them. But do they really care? I don't think so. They stick with me because they can ask me for some few bucks when they need it. They can have a lift from our night outs together and they can borrow my car, clothes, shoes, accessories anytime they want. Same goes with the boyfriends i had. They just use me ni every way until i allow them, but when i don't, they're gone! I don't know what had i done to this world to be this unlucky. I really don't know.
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• India
23 Feb 07
Life is not mean to destroy thinking negatively.Life is mean to understand do accordingly.Live for yourself. If you learn how to live for yourself you can understand the value of life Don't think that your parents do not care about you. Make them convinced that you can live without any support but on the other side you keep realizing them that you are the part of their life as well as of your beautiful house.One another thing is that life is valuable gift to human that is given by our Almighty God. there is purpose to send you on the earth to perform some purposeful work for the welfare of you and mankind. you can change your parent's thoughts by performing some acts viz: you starting caring about them and keep in touch with them. keep smiling when you face them in your house.
• Philippines
28 Feb 07
Thank you to both of you for all your encouragement.
• United States
23 Feb 07
You sound lucky to me. Do you try to talk to your friends? Maybe they don't realize how down you are feeling. You are the one who is ultimatly responsible for your happiness not your parents, not your friends, and not your boyfriends, YOU! You have to make up your mind that you are only going to have things and people in your life that make you happy.