life when you have a huge family

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How many member of the family do u have? We, are seven in the family, (my father, mother, yours truly, my only brother, my 3 younger sister) Its really hard for our parents to raise us and gave us personal thing we want, because the money is not enough to support the huge family, especially when ur family doesnt have a good worked. Do we have to blame them for not supporting our needs? or do we have to thanks them for raising us? They are in difficulties in sending us to school, that is the reason why i cant pursue my studies to get a bachelor degree, and my younger sister wil be in college a year from now, and its a problem for me, knowing that i am the elder sister, so i have the responsibiity to support them, Why should they force me to support them? is this my responsibility for them? I never feel regrets, but i am only confused, and its a problem that i carry on right now, i dont have an stable work to support them, and they keep on asking me financial support, I am a bad daughter if i cant helped them? sometimes i reason out with my mother, is it bad? I felt guilt when i reason out to my mother...! please tell me if i am wrong..-(