When can one forgives another. If only death can pay my sins.

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If only death can pay my sins Message: I can never change what's done. No matter what I do now. And no matter how much I got hurt. I won't be able to please you. I am so much wounded, but you won't stop. I can only shut my eyes and mouth for you. You got my ears & my heart. My black heart bleeds non-stop. (I can only thought that wish I'm not the one in this condition. Not in a bad way only that I may have said something that hurts one time out of silliness but I will not struck you with the knife your killing me softly now. But instead I would have understand you. & give you comfort and support.) I am not blaming anyone of you for my fault. I deserve it. It's a gift from God. A heart that experience the beat of your heart. I thank God for all the trials and the hard way lessons. From all of this I learned to turn my black heart back to red beats now. Firing for love. In facing it alone I realize and I thank God for always being in my side. And keeps touching my heart. To feel that I am so bless with Family, good friends, and good life. For giving me strength and faith to survive. And I am praying too for your understanding......... Come Clean Lets go back Back to the beginning Back to when the earth The sun, The stars All aligned Cause perfect Everything's so perfect Trying to fit a square into a circle was no life I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I defy Let the rain fall down And wake my dreams Let it wash away My sanity Cause I wanna feel the thunder I wanna scream Let the rain fall down I'm coming clean I'm coming clean Ooooooh Im shedding, Shedding every color Trying to find a pigment Of truth beneath my skin Ooooh Cause different Doesn't feel so different And going out is better Than always staying in Feel the wind Let the rain fall down And wake my dreams Let it wash away My sanity Cause I wanna feel the thunder I wanna scream Let the rain fall down I'm coming clean I'm coming clean (Lets go back, To the beginning) (Rain fall down) I'm coming clean (Rain fall down) Ooooh yeah Let the rain fall Let the rain fall I'm coming Let the rain fall down And wake my dreams Let it wash away My sanity Cause I wanna feel the thunder I wanna scream Let the rain fall down I'm coming clean (Let the Rain fall down) Oooh I'm coming clean Oooh I'm coming clean Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Let the rain fall I'm coming clean (Let the rain fall down) Hmmmmmmm, Ooooooooooh Lets go back... Back to the beginning