my mom

I think it is good, that she is still with you. Do not want to forget her, though it is painfull for you. Just say thanks for the many nice memories, and feelings toward her. I feel similar toward my grandmother. She has gone in April of 2004. I feel the space inside my soul since then. I know that she sees me, and she knows that I think of her a lot. There is a tale: Blue Bird. I do not remember everything from this tale, but the moment "when we think of our lost familiars, and friends, they come and listen" She is there and listens to you too. The life goes on, we should not stop.