Have you think of doing a suicide? How did you overcome them?

I have thought of it many times when things are not going the way I want them too. I am to big a chicken to do it though and also got to much to live for anyway. I have 2 kids and a grandson who I want to watch growup. You just have to think of things that are there who will need you and miss you if you do do it. All you are doing is putting a burden on the ones you love the most. They will never understand why you did it to begin with and why you left them all alone. Sometimes you have to stop and think of someone else instead of just yourself. LIfe throughs some tough curves your way and then you got to stop them and go in the right direction.

I always thought how can a person take their won life it would be to hard to do. Will when i hit rock botom for depression it was easy to try. But my kids just hapen to come over after i took al my meds and they knew someting was wrong. I didnt tell them what I did til the saw all the empty bottles in the kitchen, I was rushed to the hospital and had my stomach pumped. I never want to do that to my kids again. I went tru alot of counseling. Depression hit you when you least expect it.