My Frustration

Philippines
October 15, 2006 8:48pm CST
This is my frustration which breaks my heart. - My parents that must be the source of inspiration and model of my life become the unwanted people of mylife especially my mother. - The leaders of my spiritual family whom I consider the motivator and the guide sometimes the most judgemental person in my life and the people who cannot listen. - People around me who are ignorant but the most influential people in my life, they influence me not for the better but for the worst. - The life on earth which most people desires to be an heaven but its not of w hich my body suffers and which most people blinded that they are not design to live on earth forever but on heaven above which God prepared for us. - Things that makes me confused especially the expected person in my life that is dearest to me. - Sickness that tortures me and delays me in fulfilling God's purposes in my life. - The Cause and Effect, the cause of which my parents and the people around me who sows in the wrong seed that bears God's unwanted result. - Religious group whch influence me a lot to be the person that God's never wanted me to be. All I wanted that would never frustrates me is the purposes of my God in my life would be fulfilled as soon as possible so I could be with Him as soon as possible in the Heaven He prepares for me.
2 responses
Karinne
@Karinne (1220)
• Australia
16 Oct 06
hi there, i have just read your post and i'm concerned with what you have written. No one is gons unwanted result, we are all gods miricles but it's up to us how we turn out. I don't know what to say to make you feel better, but i think you need to talk to someone to sort through some issues here. Keep your chin up and hope everyting works out for you :)
dudesme
@dudesme (42)
• Philippines
17 Oct 06
Im ok karenne, im just let it out, i know our world is not perfect, im the one who needs to be flexible, there are times we know that all we wish to happen in our lives is not happening or not happening yet, thanks anyway
erielle
@erielle (1280)
• United States
17 Oct 06
It sounds like you are searching for something.Many people viewing this may be concerned about your words. But, I for one am not. I can tell that you are ready for something bigger. I realize that you have questions. Questions about "God", life and people. To have these questions makes you a very intellectual person.The only advice that I can give you is that something bigger is waiting for you. All, you have to do is ask. Meditate on these thoughts, beleive in your questions, and accept the answers. There is no church or religious group that can give them to you, only you yourself. I wish you happiness and Destiny. May you find what it is that you are searching for.