death

Sorry to hear about your loss, its awful to lose anyone we love, i have experienced it too and i thought my world was falling in. The only advice i would give and from my experiences, is to just grieve, allow yourself this time to feel the loss, no one says you have to cope or "get over it" right away, and think of the good and positive things this person brought to your life, for the time you were able to share with them and be glad for that, there is no pain relief for grief and the loss of someone, sadly, if there were i think they might run out of stock quickly. Also the old saying i think is very true " Time is a great healer" it really is, it gets easier