till now i do not know whats my future??

Did you consider thinking what are the things you like to do and come naturally to you ? Maybe some experience with things you have done in the past ? I guess 6 years after you started the discussion, it will be interesting to hear what you have done so far. Can you please tell me ? I guess you played a lot, but, maybe you also worked...

dont lose hope. always ask God and dont hesitate to ask help to others.