Something I just want to say to the person i love.
@deliciouslyjuicy (364)
Philippines
March 15, 2007 8:09pm CST
I have been here in mylot for quite some time and ive been experiencing bad stuff with my bf lately and i know he's pissed off and dont know what to do with me anymore.
Its just im so messed up with my 2nd course in college my scores, my grades and the fact that i dont have a job after all i have already graduated. Its just now he annoys me, i dont know why. one single statement he says i get irritated. and i know he's a good man and probbably he is but with this long distance relationship its getting really really hard.
If he says he doesnt want this anymore i would let go of him and let him be happy and have a woman whom he truly deserves him.
He doesn't deserve me a woman who cant provide him and satisfy his physical and emotional needs. im truly messed up with my life. Its so hard though to be in a relationship like this im fighting real hard but sometimes when im all alone in my room i was just wondering when will this pain would end.
He is a mylot user as well, weve met here and had a relationship whom i didnt expect. This is i wanted to say to him, I LOVE YOU and you know that. its just im not in my mood lately due to some circumstances i dont want to bother you about and add to your own problems. im keeping it all to myself i dont want to have burden with my own problems as well... i know dealing with a woman like me is so darn hard. the decision is all up to you...
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@danishcanadian (28953)
• Canada
16 Mar 07
My boyfriend and I are long distance because of his job. We cherish every communication. It is very hard, but we'd rather have eachother long distance than not have eachother at all. Every little bit is important to us, even if it's only a few minutes on the phone a day, just long enough to tell eachother we love eachother.
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@kurtbiewald (2625)
• United States
16 Mar 07
it sounds to me like true love
when you love somebody and care enough for them that you think maybe you are causing pain and heartache, and are willing to let them go even
even when you want and need them, thats true love, for sure
you and he are feeding each other something good I think
attention , love, a shoulder to cry on
whatevr it is, it sounds valuable, keep it if you can I think
