worry

I was very worried about my life. I always wondered how my life will be, and what will happen with me. I am sometimes very stressful if I think about all that. But now I choose to enjoy my life. I underwent all without having to claim something I should be. Now I just live life, be grateful and always on the right path. With this I feel like my life becomes easier and carefree.

yea, because over the years when i was young, i was never able to make friends. especially the girls. i kept trying but no one accepted me for who i was. they called me names and ignored me and would never let me be on their teams. the guys were cool to me but were held back from the girls to hangout with me. in my junior and high school, they never changed a bit on my, although they added something else, they started slapping me for being retarded. some were the girls i had in younger grade in school. now that im at college, i still go through this problem and also have some of the same girls there. the same girls spread these non-sense rumours about me and make others from being near me. i always to give a lot of thoughts about life. i will never make a family of my own. i need a wife and kids to start one. i need a wife to make kids, but in order to have a wife i need to have a girlfriend, to have a girlfriend i need to friends with the type of girl i like, to be friends with the type of girl i need to talk. talking to them is not what they allow me to do. thats what im afraid of life.

when you ask this question,it means you must do something. you must lose something in your life ,you will get it back.

not really worried but am just anticipating the problems that in the future may come in my way so that in one way or another i am no totally helpless, am preparing but not really planning my future