well well well it's the 17th of march!!! a not so good day for my family!!!

@xXmeganxX (4420)
March 16, 2007 9:06pm CST
hey peeps well today id just like to express my feelings in our family. YES it is st patricks day and i bet alot of people party and enjoy themelves??!!! well my family certainly don't because 9 years today my biological mother killed herself on an overdose! im not looking for sympathy i just hate this day because it brings back alot of memories! =(
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@kurtbiewald (2625)
• United States
18 Mar 07
yeah, that sounds VERY hard. If I was there I would hold you. whoever you are.
@xXmeganxX (4420)
19 Mar 07
aww that's sweet, lol! thank you! =)
• Ireland
17 Mar 07
Megan I am really sorry to hear about your mum. I know you are not looking for sympathy but I can't help feeling for you. I would love to be near you and take you out to dinner of something to help cheer you up. Try to think of something cheerful. You have a daughter and just think that my Tuesday you will be starting your new life and everything is going to start gettin better for you. Love and hugs. xxx
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@xXmeganxX (4420)
17 Mar 07
thanks very much for your kindly words alexandria, i think your sweet hehe! yes well im trying to forget about it and im just looking forward for tuesday to come because that will be my first proper day of freedom hehe! thank you, rated + =)
@Asylum (47893)
• Manchester, England
17 Mar 07
It is so easy for many of us to associate a celebration day with enjoyment and forget that many people have suffered tragedies on that very day. Whether it is Easter or Christmas etcetera there will always be many people who have good reason not to enjoy the ocassion. Your post is a reminder to all of us that countless people have good reason not to celebrate, and we should be careful not to offend those that do not wish to join in.
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@xXmeganxX (4420)
17 Mar 07
yes i agree asylum! thanks very much for your response! =)
@gabs8513 (48686)
• United Kingdom
17 Mar 07
Meg I am so sorry and I wish I was there to give you a big Hug. It is so sad. How are you doing otherwise Girl hope ok.
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@xXmeganxX (4420)
17 Mar 07
im okay thanks gabs, just wish this day would go go go quick but then again tomorrow's mother's day and that's just really the same isn't it! thanks for your kind response gabs! =)
@meljessxena (2315)
• Australia
17 Mar 07
sorry to hear about your mother, megan. we have a few days like that in our family loss of my brother, and now my nan.
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@xXmeganxX (4420)
17 Mar 07
sory to hear that too, thanks alot for responding!
@anjoks (2080)
• Philippines
17 Mar 07
If only i have the power in this world to erase Mar17 on the calendar meg. . . . if only i could, i would do that for you my friend. tsk tsk! ..... eyy, don't u ever start giggling! em tryin' to be serious here. lol (",)
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@xXmeganxX (4420)
17 Mar 07
aww haha! nope im not giggling im trying to get my brain around this day and forget but i can't! well i wish i could do that too but im afraid we can't it's just there for years and years! thanks for your offer anyways hehe! =)
@caramello (4377)
• Australia
17 Mar 07
megan that is so sad and unfortunately these dates come around every year to do the same thing! I guess we all have times that we feel sad about a date that reminds us of someone we have lost, I can honestly say I have quite a few! And even the length of the years since these loved have gone we still seem to remember them! Tomorrow will be another day, so hope you get through this one! :)caramello.
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@marlyse (1056)
• Switzerland
17 Mar 07
i understand you so good megan, because for me its the 13 march. my bro did the same 8 years ago, and i still cant forget it. but we can ask how much we want to, we dont get an answer. so lots of hugs to you
@xXmeganxX (4420)
17 Mar 07
yes that's very true marlyse! and the worst thing is, it's mother's day here tomorrow too! ahh i hate these days really i wish i could slep for 48 hours because the memories actually make me not sleep, i had a bad night sleeping last night! sorry to hear that also and thanks for your response!
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• Canada
17 Mar 07
Really sorry to hear that St. Paddys day brings so much grief and anguish, I have a date like that to, July 5th, when it rolled around a couple of years ago I packed up a basket and took my kids to the beach. while I watched them have fun swimming and splashing in the sunshine I realized that I make this day what it is, not the horrible memory that had occupied it for so long. On this cursed anniversary, I try now to replace it with different memories....Hope today isn't too upsetting or painful for you.
@xXmeganxX (4420)
17 Mar 07
hi rachelle that's okay, thanks for your nice words! i hate these days tho do you, there so depressing and it doesn't help that i am actually depressed in real life! i think i will just have to sleep all day well not all but most till afternoon because i can't bear to sit with my partner he winds me up as it is! also sorry to hear that!
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