Did You Ever Try/ Think To Commit Suicide???
By Gwapako_28
@Gwapako_28 (2140)
Philippines
March 16, 2007 11:30pm CST
I did, it was the time i was lost and hopeless after we separated with my xhusband especially when i found out that he got another woman. I cant take the pain anymore that i want to end my life. But every time i think or even do it, and see my 2 kids, i cant help myself but cry. Till someone told me that suicide is not the solution of the problem or to escape the pain.
I need to fight and keep holding on no matter what. If im gonna do it, means, im a loser and weak. Then that someone ask me two questions, "ARE YOU A LOSER"? "ARE YOU WEAK"? And i answer "NO" i am not!!!So, day by day, i hold on to that answer!!!And finally i am fine and allright and never try/think to commit suicide ever again!!!How about you? Any friends of yours? Lets share our pains but keep moving on!!!
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3 responses
@trinidadvelasco (11401)
• Philippines
17 Mar 07
I know that feeling of hopelessness you have had. You must have felt that there seemed to be no place where you can go to which can console you enough. I went through it, too. But, the abandonment we got is not the cause for the moment that the thought crossed my mind.
I was in my teen years yet. My mother scolded me so much, it was so obvious that she favored greatly a sibling over me. The pain was too much to bear. I thought that if no one needed me, I'd better end my life. However, before I carried it out, it dawned on me that God will never want me to do that. I was very religious then and I am still.
@Gwapako_28 (2140)
• Philippines
17 Mar 07
Everytime i think those situation, i realized how stupid i am if ever i did it! Thanks God He didnt allow me to leave my kids! They are my angels!
@cindy83 (133)
• China
17 Mar 07
Yes, I ever try to do it.
As you know when someone is very desprit in the world, and feel the world is violate himself.
when I lost my first love, I feel very bad, and I wish I can die to escape from the world, that is my first and final to do it.
everyone will grow from life, I also get some leasson from all the things that I experience.
