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i am just me i am frustrated because my efforts to finding a legitamate decent paying resource on the internet is killing me i get my hopes up and then they crash why is it that people in the make miney catagory only put gpt sites i like coming to mylot for good resources and now i cant even find a decent post anymore and i think i am going to give up on mylot and every other site because it is not substantial enough for me i might actually have to go out and get a job when i dont want to i would rather be at home teaching my kids and all of a sudden that dream might be over i just paid for a real website and havent had decent traffic at all i get those people who use my site to get credit for surfing thats it nobody really looks at it and i have pretty useful info and i update it constantly yet i am losing my money because i havent made any money at all so i am crystal i feel badly and thats what i wanted to say