huhuhu - i never told him! but is that good or bad?

Philippines
March 19, 2007 12:01am CST
i took my last final exam earlier this morning.. time to say good bye to my friends.. especially to my classmate who happens to be my "ahem.." - someone i really, really like! well, i wanted to talk to him and say good-bye after the exam. my first impulse was to hug him.. then my second impulse was to tell him that i really like him.. but, (fortunately or unfortunately?) i never had the chance.. he already waved good bye.. part of me felt relieved.. but part of me was saddened.. haha.. it's as if something's going to change if i tell him how i felt about him for months.. tsk tsk.. but it's never a sin to wonder, right? sigh... i never told him.. he doesn't know.. i just hope we'll see each other again in the next couple of months.. i wish i had the courage to tell him so i can finally get this off my chest!!! whew - silly teenage emotions.. haha!
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@reykja (121)
19 Mar 07
Well next time you see him then you can tell him. You cannot do anything now until you see him again. If you dont tell him the next time, you'll just be wondering about "what could have been".
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• Philippines
21 Mar 07
i guess i'm scared about his reaction and all that. it's always easier said than done. believe me i've played the scene a hundred times in my head but then i ended up freezing right there. i'm not sure how i'll be able to handle the "what could have been" part but i'm sure i'll get by.
@klystron635 (1519)
• Philippines
19 Mar 07
You should have just told him what you feel at least you won't feel any regrets at all. But I do agree with you that it is a silly teenage emotion. I didn't have that kind of problem when I was in my early teens. I practically enjoy every attention a man is giving me then later dump him. I used to enjoy this kind of situation but I decided not to do it anymore.
• Philippines
19 Mar 07
Yeah, I've experienced that too during my high school years... Haha.. I had a lot of fun then though.. But I'm never going to do that again.. Mum's sez there's karma.. Boohoo.. =)
@webeishere (36313)
• United States
20 Mar 07
Well maybe you should have said something earlier in school instead of waiting till the end. Try telling others as soon as this type of feeling occurs. It'll be easier on you to do so. HAPPY POSTINGS FROM GRANDPA BOB !!