Who are You?

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There are some people I know who can't shooting right through their hips. I mean they're saying this and that about me. That was confusing. I often ask myself if there's a hint of truth in whatever they say. There are some talks about me being a lesbian. Probably that started when I began to distance myself with boys and men. I hardly ever have a crush on any guys these days, and even if I have, I will just let them go and mind their own business. I mean I don't really stare at them or insinuate that they're handsome. In fact, I don't look at them when they pass my way. I don't see the point of getting so hyped or excited at men. They're all the same. Some are nice, others are jerk. As for women, I do look at their legs and faces. I find them attractive and sexy. But I am always green with envy. So, I used to say that well, attitude is much more important than beauty. I have a plan to apply for the police department. So that gives them another weapon. I often care for my students, men, women and children alike. I don't see them in a different light. That makes people wonder do I ever feel something special for anyone? I have never had a boyfriend, and that makes them all the more suspicious about my identity. I keep asking myself who I am, why I'm alone, why aren't there people who truly care, except my family? I can't wait to get on with another career. That may lead me to the right direction.