help me please...

just be yourself... express what you feel inside.... each and everyone of us know its limitations...im sure your sis and bros know who to follow...:) everyone has its freedom to choose there own path.,.

People can change as they get older. Many young people can be silly and are not a good models to their younger brothers and sisters. Running away from home was a sad but understandable thing to do. Now you are grown up you could try wrting down a list of ways you would like to change. Then you could try to do one of these things at a time. When you do you can reward yourself with something nice to do. I would start by doing something to help on of your brothers or sisters.

Example the wrongs that you did to them and tell them where it led you and the consequences you faced Cause right now if you tell them not to do this or that they won't look up to you cause they will think you are doing one thing and preaching another and they won't listen. just let them know how wrong you were and what you learned from it