did you ever regret letting go of someone? help ...

ohhh..Sorry to hear that.I've been also in a 4 years relationship before..I understand what you feel right now...I know loosing someone you love is never easy....but what is more painful is if you let go of the person you love dearly for the sake of your parents.You had that so called cool off until your boyfriend ended it all after a month.well cool off for me is just a stage where in you're giving each other space to think for you to decide wether you guys still need to continue the relationship or not. In the other hand deciding for a call off is just like you your starting to end it up.So better never say cool off or break up if your not yet ready to let him go. Anyway that happenes now and no use to sit there and blame your self for this things.Stand up and know the reason why such things happened..Wake up and think that you're not meant for each other.Believe that there still a person around who is more deserving.A person who will fight any consequences just to have a lasting relationship with you. Move on now dear friend, i know its not easy,its a process but try your best...i know you will..:) Good luck to you! God bless!