is the end near have you thought about it ?

If I'm still around/alive when the world comes to an end (which I find highly unlikely really) I'd not worry about it...I mean why bother ya know? You cant stop it/change it/slow it down so why stress over it? Would I change anything about me or my way of life? absolutely NOT! I like me just the way I am..I'm a good woman, 100% solid, a great mother, friend, wife etc etc....

I just feel that if I were to think the end is near, life would be so negative and pathetic. I would then spend my available hours planning what I should do, doing what I need to do, and result in making everybody worry. So if I did not die in the end, what's next for me to bother? Life will be so empty since there is nothing to look forward to. LOL.

I have thought about it often. There is not much I could do to change my way of life because any changes to be made should have been done years ago. I guess the only thing I could do is move my family back to Newfoundland to be near extended family. I would be both scared and sad. I don't the end is near anytime in the near future. I think it will be long after my generation and kids generation are gone.

I acutally think about it all the time, and it almost scares me. I really just dont know what to expect. I dont know if im ready there is still so much I want to experiance and see. I think it will be soon though, from a religious stand point.