full time

Wooow.....there's a good one. I try to be full time, and sometimes it's hard. I'm painfully aware of when I've let myself and God down, and sometiems it's easier for me to let myself off teh hook and try and justify my behaviour than it is for me to acknowledge that I did something that wasn't worthy of me or my Faith. I don't believe there's a 'convenience' factor in my religious beliefs. It's a very deep part of what I am and colours each aspect of my life. I don't think I can conciously turn off my Christian beliefs; it's just that sometimes the rather imperfect 'bloke' in me takes over and I do something daft.