When was the last time you felt so alone?

I felt so alone last night as I watch the night sky, waiting for my boyfriend's plane to pass by. Amidst the thick clouds, the stars shone brightly. It was a good night for a long journey. Too sweet for tears. His flight is at 12:20am. At 12:33, I haven't seen any and I started to feel agitated. Did I miss his plane? My heart broke with the mere thought of it. Crazy but I started to ask God for a sign: If I see his plane, it means we'll see each other again. If not, I should start moving on. I asked God to help me accept the things I cannot change. And then it came. At 12:46am, I heard a distinct sound above me. I was so thrilled! I started calling out his name, sending butterfly kisses! I watched his plane recede in the horizon. I whispered a little prayer for God to see him through and lead him back to me. I stayed a little longer for reasons I don't know. I went to bed with the leopard stuff toy he gave me for Valentine's day. I kept it in my arms and somehow, it made me feel less alone. I don't know how long it would take for us to see each other again. But I know we will. The heart never forgets. B and I, we never say goodbye. Never. Even when we fight. We only say, Goodnight, B! I'll cu in the morning! Sometime soon.

I felt so lonely for the first time in my life when i discovered that my lover is cheating on me and i use to love him like anything i still do even after knowing everything but at that time the shock was unbearable at that time i felt im a lonely person in this world full of people.