pay it forward????? / myLot

Philippines

March 27, 2007 2:59am CST

its been a long and tiring day... my head is full and i cant think right... i made some bad decisions, stupid mistakes and it seems that everything i did, the results were disaster. i am tired, unhappy with my work, and not excited to wake up every morning just to go to the office. im stress out everyday. my life is a bore... hmmm... honestly, i dont want to work in an office. i want to resign to my current job to study culinary... but my father wants me to work in his friends OFFICE. i cant tell him that i dont want to but he insist me to work there. and he EXPECTS me to be a regular employee ASAP. all my life i am expected to reach others expectations. but making THEM happy doesnt fulfill my own desires. is it bad to forget THEIR expectations and follow my hearts desire? or is it our nature to grant THEIR wishes first because THEY are the one who supports us all the way?

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trinidadvelasco

@trinidadvelasco (11401)

• Philippines

28 Mar 07

Take a breather. Go to the beach, maybe. Then think things over. Plan your future. If you want to pursue your love for the culinary arts, do it. Make that salary which you are receiving from your present job finance it. There are culinary schools which you can attend to on weekends. Once you have sufficient knowledge about culinary matters, find the job that suits you best then. This time no one can stop you anymore from your pursuit of that which interest you most. Good luck in all your beautiful endeavors, my friend.

@happy_me012 (12)

• Philippines

28 Mar 07

thanks! =) but the problem is, the money i am recieving is not enough to got me to school... hehehehe... ive tried to apply for a free study abroad, and still waiting for the reply.