Who am I?
By janedoheny1
@janedoheny1 (10)
United States
March 29, 2007 1:37am CST
I am new to this site, but I am going to start off with something I don't get to say to many people because of guilt. I really hope that there are others out there who can understand me. To start, I LOVE my kids with all my heart, but sometimes I feel like I'm missing something. I am 26 with 3 kids and in my second marriage. I guess I just wish I didn't feel so lost sometimes. Most of the time I love my life, but there are times when I really just cry wondering if I am missing something. Or just feel a void somewhere. Is it just me? Is this normal? I sometimes just feel like I've lost myself in my own life.
2 responses
@shmily07 (27)
• Indonesia
29 Mar 07
You're so young and have 3 kids, I can imagine how busy are you with your role as a mother and a wife. Kids need full attention for all the day beside husband. Sometimes you feel like missing something in your life, you missing something inside yourself, maybe all the nice things and fun that you need to do with yourself and now no more time to do it again.
All the people need a 'private room' in their life. Sometimes we like read a book that we really like without teasing, we like watch a movie that we really like without annoyance, ect...but now no more 'private room', everything become routine day by day, make us tired and bored.
I believe you love your husband and children very much and want to spend all your life with them, but you need to be 'yourself'
If you've feel tired in your life (body n soul) you need come to Loving Jesus, His loves will be fresh your soul and heart dan bring restfull in your body. Just pray to Him and talk to Him all the things that burden your heart today
GBU n IBU too
@janedoheny1 (10)
• United States
29 Mar 07
I appreciate your response, but I am not here to be recruited for any religion. I was raised Christian and I know enough about faith to make my own educated choices. But thank you.
@shmily07 (27)
• Indonesia
29 Mar 07
There is an 'Empty Room' in the heart of every human being in the world that only our Creator can fill it.
A nice song that sang by Don Moen touch my heart:
CREATOR KING
You Who made the mountains and the sea
Measured out the universe and You made me
Echoes of the voice that called the world to be
Reach through the ages and now speak to me
You're my Creator King
You Who made the valleys and the skies
Displayed Your love on far horinzons and before my eyes
You Who lit the stars and set the dawn in time
Called them all by name and now Your whisper mine
You're my Creator King
Reff:
Who am I that You are mindful of me
Who am I that You sent your love on me
You're my Creator King
You Who made the darkness and the light
Sun and moon to watch the day and guard the night
The hand that streched the heavens like a canopy
Reaches down to cover and watch over me
You're my Creator King
take care of you
shmily07