My first love.

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I was only 15 then when i saw Marc. I was attracted to him the first i saw him. I didnt know his name then yet. A year after, i was introduced to Mikel, friend of Marc.We've been very closed because we shared a lot in common. Then, i confessed to him that i like Marc so much and asked a favor to help me with Marc. He gave me Marc's number. I started texting Marc but he didnt know, he didnt even realized me even before. But i've my7 best to befriend him. Until we've decided to see each other because he said that he was beginning to like me then. After we've met, i've become part of their group. I was the only girl then and i love the attention. Then, one day, Marc told xme that he liked my bestfriend, May. And asked me a favor to help him in courting May. It hurts, but i did what he wanted me to do. Just then, i didnt realize that i started hating May because Marc loves her so much. In fact, when Marc would cry because of her, he would come to me.I cant understand, what was happening but i let it happen. Until they broke up and Marc and i were still close. We usually stayed on our home alon. And i didnt what got into us we started doing only lovers would do. we did it a few times. I didnt have regrets in giving in because i love him. My whole family thought that he's already my boyfriend and that what i was thinking too. They love him so much and i like the idea it made me love him more deeply. But one day, he told me a good news(for him), he already had a girlfriend and her name was Gel. It shocked me for i was thinking that i was his girlfriend. I hated him for that. I confronted him and told him what i've felt since the 1st day i saw him until now. I cried so much and unexpectedly he also cried. He asked for forgiveness and that's all he said. Days went by. I stopped seeing him and when accidentally, we'll see each other, i never talked to him. A few months passed, a friend told me that Marc was outside my classroom, probably waiting for someone. I didnt mind it so i just continue what i was doing. After class, I walk straight to the gate. But just before i reached the stairs, Marc hugged me , cried so much , and said that HE missed me so much. I didnt know what to say but i hugged him too. Starting that day, ive realized that i dont love him anymore. We moved on and became friends again and as close as ever but no lust anymore. Glad to have a friend who knows you so well.