my life right now

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Sometimes it sucks to stay good, optimistic and happy when you know that everything is nothing but bad,negative and sad Sometimes it's distressing when you look back with high hopes that you're near to your destination but you find out that you have not budged a little That you're never close enough to your dreams Or when you look ahead and the rainbows and confetti's that you hoped were there are never at all visible Sometimes, it's hard when you aim for the win because you might lose. Sometimes you feel tired of acting strong when all you got is hope to have it When you're fed up of showing power for the people who need to see it in you When you need to look unscathed just to make them feel everything is okay, even when you are bruised all over and you never feel fine enough When you cannot show fear because you know that you just have to keep the horror to yourself Sometimes, it just feels treacherous to be brave for the people you love...when you are a coward in every little thing. Sometimes it is exhausting when you keep the cry in your heart when you know that a tear in the eye is all you need to spill the burden But if your eyes finally bleed, you'll feel a pinch of guilt in your heart When you smile and the happiness just shows in your lips but never in your eyes When silence chokes your sanity but the rumblings and noise in your mind keeps your lunacy alive. Sometimes, you just wish you have the courage to give up because you know that it's the easy way out Sometimes, you're just never good enough Sometimes, it's miserable being the person you want to become But it's alright, it's okay...i think God can explain.