Worst moment

My worst memory would have to be the moment I learned my pregnancy was ectopic and that I would need surgery in order to remove it and the affected fallopian tube. It has changed my life so much. I went through a long bout of depression after the physical healing from the surgery was through. I've only just been able to begin enjoying life again in the past month or so, because I've been so distraught about losing my child. I know I'll never get over this but the pain does begin to ease little by little with time. Special anniversaries though, like the anniversary of the surgery date, I'm sure will be tough to get through.