l.o.v.e

love is love , u can explain, u can feel

The day of Christmas Eve I backed from Nanking for business trip and felt very tired already after had supper with clients, one of my friends called me that there is her friend come here from Shanghai and she want me meet with each other. I didn’t want to but not to throw a damp over my friend, so I went to directly after sent clients to hotel. I saw my friend was greeting me when I arrived to the bar that my friend waited for .There was a boy who dressed a suit of sportswear and a man of middle age who is the father of this boy .My friend made an introduction of us. The boy looks like an undergraduate with a little fat stature, not very tall height but very cute smile. After we talked about something at random, he driven us back to our dwelling and invited us to play together at the second day. When we came back to our room, my friend said to me with very strange tone that: “Hi, how do you think about this boy?” I didn’t know what was her mean firstly said: “What?” my friend said: "This guy had bought house in Shanghai and works for USA client in one thousand US Dollars each month, earn double commission also, he asked whether you have boy friend or not. You should grasp the opportunity.” Then I understand my friend introducing BF for me again .In fact, I have not confidence in love for a long time, have not the ability of love already, didn’t dare to love and afraid of being injured also. Many friends think of me as cold-bloodedness. From the day I decided not to fall in love with anyone in future, I was very coldhearted, silence for all boys who have favor for me, and I will make them revolt against me .Of course , it is the same this time. The second day was coming; punctuality is my principle for anyone, although I am a little lazy. He droved to pick us up early also .I has not dressed very soignée as usual instead of imformal dress. We went to a place called Huanglang that been said a good region. He droved as well as chatted with my friends very happy, I seated behind alone without any words and saw out of window, thought that it was a Christmas Day again, how time so fly! He droved very steady and quick, we arrived to destination soon and asked the missionary about the playing items .Because it was raining, we cannot play many items. Finally we found boating item, when we bought tickets, he showed me his driving licence, because I have asked him if he have got driving licence. The reason why I asked him this kind question is that I have experienced a terrible traffic accident during the road of Nanking.I usually speak something without any thinking, so someone always misunderstand, but I don’t want to explain more .The worker gave us boating clothing after we taken tickets, I don’t know how to dress this kind clothing firstly, and he came to help me dress it seriously. At this time, I paid attention to him and found he is so scrupulous, but I don’t dare to glom his eyes, because I am afraid break my initial promise: “Don’t love anyone anymore!” I boated with him, my friend with her BF, we boated very quickly and sneak attack my friends’ buttock happily. Because the boat is moved by feet, so we were very tired very soon. Then it was time for lunch .We had lunch in a farmhouse. He discussed with my friend for the plan of afternoon .I eaten and drinked alone, only smiled at them between whiles .After lunch, we backed to the hotel that he ordered and had a relax .At afternoon ,we went to shopping at marketplace ,when we went out from marketplace , he told us : “I am sorry , I cannot have supper tonight ,I have to meet a friend tonight .I will back to Shanghai tomorrow .” My friend said with joking tone: Ok, your friend should be a girl, so we don’t disturb your date, see you next time.” “Ok, I hope I will meet you with a girl together next time.”I understand I reached my aim at that time. Said goodbye to him, we backed to dwelling. I thought I should feel very relax, but I really feel a little heart aching ,I didn’t know why .At that night ,I cannot sleep well as usual ,his shadow always showed in frond of me, I think it is very common, tomorrow will be ok ,but I was wrong ,I cannot sleep for him , his shadow showed in my brain before I close or open eyes in the following days .So I know I full in love with this strange boy. But I know it is impossible, the time cannot come back .He backed to Shanghai and has his own live .I know he should revolt against me indeed. Bye! Stephen! I am insomnious for you today, but will try not to tomorrow!

Love is feeling that inspire you to all the things. And helps you to stand out from loneliness! It is a feeling that is always in your mind!