i chose not to look back

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When God decided to ruin Sodom and Gomorrah in Genesis, he was able to remember his covenant with Abraham. And so, he decided to spare Lot and his family. He sent his angels to advise them to escape and NOT TO LOOK BACK. On the process, Lot's wife was tempted TO LOOK BACK on the ruined city. She was STONED TO DEATH IMMEDIATELY. As I face my life today, God is asking me to do the same, not TO LOOK BACK from my painful past. AND MY FINAL WORDS?!I love you hims much that I offered my world for him. He knows how much pain it all caused me. And now that you he's all alone, I just found myself missing and needing him. I want to comfort him and love him without anything in return.. I'd gladly want to be his doormat and wipe you out as he shiver from the dark. I would have chosen to be drowned in his tears and find ways to be loved by him again BUT I INTEND NOT TO!!!He meant everything to me and without him AGAIN I am nothing...but I chose to be NOTHING.. FOR I FIND MYSELF AT PEACE FROM BEING A NOBODY!